It’s with mixed emotions that I write this. Things are just not panning out like I had hoped, planned for and dreamed of. For whatever reason, and the Lords knows […]
When dreams are dying
Have you ever had a dream, a close one to your heart, that you’ve had to let go? A dream that you carried around with you, not being able to […]
Time out
Because both ultrasounds gave an estimated due date of October 7, my midwife is going with that date. So that would make me officially 43 weeks Thursday. That translates into […]
43 weeks
We are heading south to see the midwife today. She doesn’t see patients on Saturday’s usually, but since I’m 43 weeks along today (according to the October 3 due date, […]
My grateful list
I’m trying to keep my mind in a positive frame today. I slept really, really bad last night. In fact, I think I went to bed rested much more than […]
And yet another day…
Just a quick note to say all is fine here in Waiting Ville. Yes, that means still no baby (outside of Mama, anyway.). I’m doing much better, just as I […]
A bit of an explanation
Good morning! I thought, since I have received some questions, that now would be a good time to explain our position on having a midwife and why we are choosing […]
The wilderness
I have many things to say today. But I don’t have the energy. However, I will pose two questions: Why would God allow a woman to become pregnant, yet continually […]
Why?
Why is this waiting thing so hard for me? I’m not in pain. I’m not having any physical difficulties ~ aside from the normal “very pregnant” discomforts like not sleeping […]
A big sigh
I’m doing better today, attitude wise. Still nothing going on, but I woke up this morning and decided that this negative stuff really wasn’t getting me anywhere. Sure, I still […]